Sunday, August 31, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
im hungry.
i wannna eat.
but i just cant eat!
feeel sick at the sight of foood.
loss of appetite
& places which are NOT suppposed to slim down IS, unfortunately...
losing itself.
and vinnie cant afford to go on a diet.
i'll be left nothing but...................................................................................................
an wooden plank =/
but im hungry and i wannna eat badly!!
its not anorexia..!!!
at least i hope its not
i wannna eat.
but i just cant eat!
feeel sick at the sight of foood.
loss of appetite
& places which are NOT suppposed to slim down IS, unfortunately...
losing itself.
and vinnie cant afford to go on a diet.
i'll be left nothing but...................................................................................................
an wooden plank =/
but im hungry and i wannna eat badly!!
its not anorexia..!!!
at least i hope its not
Friday, August 15, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
ugrhh.
this weeeek is terrrible.
prelims in 11 days.
*faintz*
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i cant stop sighing.
i wonder whats it like to be like you right now..
hiding at the bottom there
feeeling unwanted.
i probably should just keep u there forever.
just like what i have to say or rather, wannna say.
i mean, who reallly listens to me?
its better off not saying anything.
why? cos i offend people easily.
whatever i say, whatever i do, im being judged.
any idea how hard is it for me to just want to go talk to u?
i think twice, or not, thrice before doing anything.
we werent like that before.!
i feeeeel so stresssed just by thinking of what to say
or how to rephrase myself so that i wont offend anybody.
u told me that i shouldnt think bout how to rephrase.. but more importantly to bring the point across to the other party.
seems like u're the one now.. forcing me to do that.
and dont use tears on me.
i get disgusted whenever i see them.
esp if its from u
NVM
im just this insignificant piece of shit here.
it doesnt matter to anybody whether im here or not.
u can ignore me totallly during those 1 hour lectures.
and if im suay enough, during the 3 periods chem lect.
yep. its ok.
not as though im not used to it.
ignore me, not good enough.
still wanna deprive me from talking to others.
and what?
u happpy u talk to me.
not happpy, u tell me u dun feel like talking..
and u go find ******************************
WTF
ever thought of how I'd feel?
ever thought how broken I'll become?
ever thought of how i try to hold back those tears and smile and pretend that nothing happened?
ever thought of how much i wanted u to be there but u told me that u're so sick of hearing things from me?
ever thought of how hurt i become when she tells me **********************?
so what if we're only friends?
i actuallly treasure everybody around me.
but my efforts dont get paid off
i feel glad that u confided in me when u felt unhapppy.
but when both of u are ok alr,
my turn to tell u that im actually upset too.
u didnt want to talk to me!
fine =(
ur guy more impt than me lah.
maybe i shd just stop bothering all of u with my constant rants and whines.
cos whenever i open my mouth, i tend to offend some people here and there.
sorry that i only turned to You when i couldnt find solace in anybody.
im realllly realllly reallly extremely tired.
TAKE ME AWAYY................
i hope its just pms.
it'll go away soon i guess.
signed off,
heartbroken
this weeeek is terrrible.
prelims in 11 days.
*faintz*
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i cant stop sighing.
i wonder whats it like to be like you right now..
hiding at the bottom there
feeeling unwanted.
i probably should just keep u there forever.
just like what i have to say or rather, wannna say.
i mean, who reallly listens to me?
its better off not saying anything.
why? cos i offend people easily.
whatever i say, whatever i do, im being judged.
any idea how hard is it for me to just want to go talk to u?
i think twice, or not, thrice before doing anything.
we werent like that before.!
i feeeeel so stresssed just by thinking of what to say
or how to rephrase myself so that i wont offend anybody.
u told me that i shouldnt think bout how to rephrase.. but more importantly to bring the point across to the other party.
seems like u're the one now.. forcing me to do that.
and dont use tears on me.
i get disgusted whenever i see them.
esp if its from u
NVM
im just this insignificant piece of shit here.
it doesnt matter to anybody whether im here or not.
u can ignore me totallly during those 1 hour lectures.
and if im suay enough, during the 3 periods chem lect.
yep. its ok.
not as though im not used to it.
ignore me, not good enough.
still wanna deprive me from talking to others.
and what?
u happpy u talk to me.
not happpy, u tell me u dun feel like talking..
and u go find ******************************
WTF
ever thought of how I'd feel?
ever thought how broken I'll become?
ever thought of how i try to hold back those tears and smile and pretend that nothing happened?
ever thought of how much i wanted u to be there but u told me that u're so sick of hearing things from me?
ever thought of how hurt i become when she tells me **********************?
so what if we're only friends?
i actuallly treasure everybody around me.
but my efforts dont get paid off
i feel glad that u confided in me when u felt unhapppy.
but when both of u are ok alr,
my turn to tell u that im actually upset too.
u didnt want to talk to me!
fine =(
ur guy more impt than me lah.
maybe i shd just stop bothering all of u with my constant rants and whines.
cos whenever i open my mouth, i tend to offend some people here and there.
sorry that i only turned to You when i couldnt find solace in anybody.
im realllly realllly reallly extremely tired.
TAKE ME AWAYY................
i hope its just pms.
it'll go away soon i guess.
signed off,
heartbroken
Sunday, August 10, 2008
NATIONAL DAY - FIREWORKS @ CITYHALL
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www.themomsbuzz.com
ok, back to fireworks..
the 7 went out
steph, stephy, pau, yong kuan, billy, pkh, and
steph, stephy, pau, yong kuan, billy, pkh, and
of cos. ME
it was super super super x23847386571823234 crowded.
like omg.
half the population of Singapore were there.
dinner-ed at NYNY.
and yum! terriyaki chicken was DEEEEEELICIOUS!
half the population of Singapore were there.
dinner-ed at NYNY.
and yum! terriyaki chicken was DEEEEEELICIOUS!
love my stephanies =D
they want to get married on the same day.
to the same husband???
lol
INTRODUCING......
the transition of relationships..
down the group
(does this remind u of transition elements?)
LOL.
ok, not very funnny
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we're GOOOD friends
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they're BEST friends
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they're COUPLE
^^^ -stares in envyyyyyyy-
HAHAHHAHAHA
ok, back to fireworks..
pictures very nice hor?
of cos la..
cos its not taken by me =D
credits from http://www.straitstimes.com/
the pictures vinnie took are toooooo ugly...
machiam look like bird's droppings =x
hahaha. so yea =)
but i must say that fireworks are indeeed coool.
i love watching them...
its so .....................................
romantic~
-slaps vinnie back to reality-
=XXXXXXX
have you ever seen marina square that crowded before?
seriously.
ants cant even walk through please.
let alone US.
so, while waiting for the crowd to disperse & also not to waste precious time,
we went to roxy/quiksilver...
to camwhore! xD
i love my SMVPS.
i love my country.
BYE
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Thursday, August 07, 2008
vinnie is back.
with 10 times more rants that before! hahahaha
1. my arm, shoulder, back hurts like crazy..
cos vinnie played tennis and boxing and bowling ytd..
sounds incredible??
cos vinnie NEVER does sports!
its always sleeping time during PE.
hahhaa..
ok. fine. i played tennis on Wii.
according to frens,
its pronounced as "WEEEEE" not "YYYYYY"
i dunnnnno ma!!!!!
lol but seriously, it was DAMNNN fun la k?
you could actually play tennis without a racket,
boxing without gloves,
and bowling without a ball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG. have never seen such wonderful creations before..!!
sua ku.
2. stressss is killling me!
its only TWO bloooody weeeks to prelims.
and ive not touched on anything at all...
by this time for block test 2, ive alr completed like almost or maybe near HALF.
and now. im way far from one eight.
tell me how?
=/
3. im in such a cant-describe-mood.
i dun like to say EMO.
but sigh..
sometimes, i just wonder if my existence makes any difference to anybody..
pau says im "TOOOO NICE"
i take it as a compliment, thank you.
but so what if im "nice" but nobody appreciates it?
you just take me for granted what..
and why are people so temperamental?
that we have to see your mood before we can act..?
it makes things so hard..
(OMG mandy, vinnie totallly relates this well...)
why do we even bother trying?
cos we're your friends, dude!
im totallly numb to everything around me.
so hurt.
& i wonder why am i still hanging on to this thread.
zzzzzzzzzzzz. what im saying doesnt make sense.
im just lumping EVERYTHING together into one para...
4. please make vinnie happpy.
i forgot how was it like to be the vinnie 2 years ago...
i knew i wasnt like that.
with all those fake smiles and fake laughter..
i feeel so tired.
physically, mentally & emotionally.
i feel so tired to keeep on trying
and what do i get in return?
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nothing.
please give me the sweeet sweeet incredibly sweeet feeeling
that i used to have.
LORD, TAKE ME WITH YOU.
IM REALLLY REALLLY TIRED.
with 10 times more rants that before! hahahaha
1. my arm, shoulder, back hurts like crazy..
cos vinnie played tennis and boxing and bowling ytd..
sounds incredible??
cos vinnie NEVER does sports!
its always sleeping time during PE.
hahhaa..
ok. fine. i played tennis on Wii.
according to frens,
its pronounced as "WEEEEE" not "YYYYYY"
i dunnnnno ma!!!!!
lol but seriously, it was DAMNNN fun la k?
you could actually play tennis without a racket,
boxing without gloves,
and bowling without a ball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG. have never seen such wonderful creations before..!!
sua ku.
2. stressss is killling me!
its only TWO bloooody weeeks to prelims.
and ive not touched on anything at all...
by this time for block test 2, ive alr completed like almost or maybe near HALF.
and now. im way far from one eight.
tell me how?
=/
3. im in such a cant-describe-mood.
i dun like to say EMO.
but sigh..
sometimes, i just wonder if my existence makes any difference to anybody..
pau says im "TOOOO NICE"
i take it as a compliment, thank you.
but so what if im "nice" but nobody appreciates it?
you just take me for granted what..
and why are people so temperamental?
that we have to see your mood before we can act..?
it makes things so hard..
(OMG mandy, vinnie totallly relates this well...)
why do we even bother trying?
cos we're your friends, dude!
im totallly numb to everything around me.
so hurt.
& i wonder why am i still hanging on to this thread.
zzzzzzzzzzzz. what im saying doesnt make sense.
im just lumping EVERYTHING together into one para...
4. please make vinnie happpy.
i forgot how was it like to be the vinnie 2 years ago...
i knew i wasnt like that.
with all those fake smiles and fake laughter..
i feeel so tired.
physically, mentally & emotionally.
i feel so tired to keeep on trying
and what do i get in return?
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.
nothing.
please give me the sweeet sweeet incredibly sweeet feeeling
that i used to have.
LORD, TAKE ME WITH YOU.
IM REALLLY REALLLY TIRED.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
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